有时候我真的很想知道我要的是什么，心想要的是什么？In fact, up till this age, 16+ years of life, i still don't know what i want exactly. Perhaps after Os, i can take the time to think about that question carefully.

Suddenly feel that I've made the wrong decision - going secondary 5 or ite. Not trying to look down on anyone but i guess i just don't have to capability to do well. Or maybe you guys will say, it's not about having the capability to do well or not, it's about if you're willing to do it, putting the effort to do it well. True. It's too late to regret, all i have to do is mug hard for this 3 months, and everything will be over..

Prelim week now, trying my best to revise and do my work. School work is one thing, tuition work is another thing. Having tuition is good, but my tuition teacher told me this.. "you have the concept, but you don't know how to apply." Agree to a extend. I wish to know why too. Anyone? It's not like i don't want to apply the knowledge on my work you see. I really don't know why i can't. Forget it ~ It's always me..

Friends? I'm glad i have my clique with me whenever i'm feeling down. I can see that they're trying their best to cheer me up, joke about stupid stuffs, i appreciate that, love you guys so much! What is 4 years plus of friendship if 1 month of friendship can actually replace it? I guess i wouldn't have to worry much about that although i'm feeling really disappointed or maybe more than that. Telling myself that it's alright because everyone have their own life. That's your life, i forgive you for being selfish. Perhaps you just have to............... haha ~ ^^

Out of topic, k bye! :)