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2011-12-17T13:37:00.005+08:00

( Batam trip, 12 - 13 december 2011.)

Shall only upload this photo which i randomly choose, haha. Trip to batam was awesome i swear. The seaview from our cottage especially. Wanna thanks daddy for that! Thanks for paying so much to allow us to enjoy more and better, love you daddy! ^^ Basically, went shopping all day long, make me feel so tired, but it's really enjoyable though. Didn't really spent a lot for shopping, i prefer singapore's. HAHA k no offence. The spa was great too. Massage made my whole body aches even more, hahaha. I don't know what to update about batam trip though, ><. Ok it's fun and awesome. -.-

Today's family day. Went out with family members to boonlay raja restaurant, hen hao chi! Have been eating A LOT these few days. I can say it's A LOT. So tempting :( Okay, currently i'm waiting for mindy's reply to see if she can accompany me to kbox and have singing session a not! Goodbye :)

2011-12-09T08:52:00.005+08:00

THANKS GOD IT'S FRIDAY? UH HUH, BUT I'M ON MC AGAIN. Which means i needa rest at home and not go to work. Oh mama, what's wrong with my health this month. Really afraid that supervisor / boss might fire me anytime because this is the second times i'm on Mc this WEEK. For goodness sake, i'm only a part timer and i'm on Mc twice. This is bad.... :(

Yesterday was SUPER HORRIBLE i swear. After knocking off from work, went back home straight away and i slept for few hours. Feeling cold and hot at the same time, i was having a high fever i know. But i thought i would feel better after waking up from my nap. But it got worst i guess. Swollened eye, fever, cold. Feeling very terrible that i feel like crying. That's me, i will cry alone whenever i'm sick, haha like stupig. :(

At night, asked mummy to give me fever medicine. She gave me a chinese medicine which is known as "zhong yao" ? Ah whatever it is, i'm allergic to it. No one knows that, i didn't know too. Right after i took it, both my eyes swollened like mad. I can't even open my right eye, my left eye was half opened ONLY. It feels like i'm gonna turn blind SOON. Like you can't see anything, and you can only depend on your half opened left eye to see. Can't help but to cry, very badly. Went to the doctor with a pair of sunglasses, holding on to dajie's hand. I'm like a blind woman walking along the street. Everyone's looking, that feeling was bad and i feel like shouting at them and give them a tight slap each. But all in my mind was, i needa go to the doc asap.

Had an injection. Been so long ever since i had an injection. The last time was when i'm at primary six? HAHA. Okay so Mc today, i'm gonna rot. Bye! ^^

2011-12-06T14:39:00.002+08:00

Work went off smoothly yesterday. Had fun chatting with workers there, super funny and entertaining i swear! Although i've got a new nickname given by one of the workers there, crispy. -.- HAHAHA it was really funny though. He said: hi crispy, i'm original. LOL TTM. I guess it's alright because a work without jokes can be very boring too. So i had fun yesterday! :) That partner of mine is also another funny guy, kept on talking and talking non-stop. Sieh talkative one lo! But it's okay, at least the things he said really did entertained me at times, hahaha.

Did not go to work today because of my right eye. Went to the doc this morning, eyelid infection. It's very painful! :( But its okay, since i've consulted the doc and he gave me some cream to apply on it. That doc damn handsome, don't dare to look into his eye. HAHAHA WTF. Had a not so awesome nap just now as messages and phone calls kept on coming in when i'm sleeping. Booo, but thanks for all the concern! Much appreciated okay, :)

Back to work tomorrow and i'm looking forward! I'm rotting today, no idea on what to do. Shall go watch drama already, goodbye!

2011-12-02T18:54:00.004+08:00

First day of work was alright, except that i'm late because i can't find the place as it was really a "jungle maze". Had a hard time finding it. As usual, wanna thanks dajie for accompanying me. I swear i would panic like mad if i were alone, really!! Supervisor treat me kinda well, i guess it's because it's my first day of work there. Haha whatever. Everything went off smoothly, the workers there are kinda friendly too.

Work ended @ 3pm today, it was early! Cause not much stock today and we completed our task given. Anyway, wanna thanks that two girl for approaching me and talk to me, first. Although they are younger, but they work longer than me, haha. So yeah, everything went fine, but i hate the part when i'm going home alone. Walked the wrong way, took the wrong bus, alighted at the wrong stop. This is definitely not awesome. It sounds terrible to me. That's so sad. :(

I don't know what to update anymore, stay tune for the next post? Bye :/

2011-12-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

Here to update again! Seems like i update quite often this few days, haha it's a good thing though! Okay so, my agent ringed me up today and offered me a job! Gonna start work tomorrow, i don't know if it's a good thing or not. It's actually very rush for me, but yah i don't wanna stay at home and drama all the way too, it's way too boring!

Did so many things today; made myself a dbs bank card today, hehe. Went jurong east to pass my time sheet to agent, which is like so finally because i've been lazying around the house and not going out. Rebonded my hair again, it feels so normal to me already. I told myself not to rebond my hair after this time round, guess it's a good thing too. ^^

Off to watch snsd's dream team at kns world! BYEBYE! I LOVE YONGSEO! HEHE.

2011-11-30T16:48:00.004+08:00

HI BABY(S)! Work came to an end on monday. It was so sudden. Mixed feelings at that point of time when the leader inform us that we only need to work till that day. Reason being we've completed most of the stocks there, and we've got nothing to do anymore. I went awwwww..... all the way with my friends, seriously. That day was the day when we chatted with the workers there all day long. Of course we did our work while packing all the stocks. It was a very sad and happy day indeed. :(

I've been slacking ever since monday, till now... I don't wanna stay at home and watch drama all day long. Because other than drama, i'll think a lot of stuffs. Regarding ppl's tweet at twitter. I don't like bring paranoid, REALLY. Like duh, who likes it ? But i can't stop being paranoid. If i'm working, i wouldn't have the time to think so much about all these silly stuffs. On a side note, i realized that when i'm working, i tend to think a lot about lg. HAHAHA LIKE SERIOUSLY OK! Then i will smile to myself like retarded. But that makes me happy, hehehe. ^^

Okay so monday was the last day of work! Took quite a number of pictures with friends there. Er, not a lot actually, maybe THREE? hahahahahaha. Will upload it here later! Okay lah, wanna watch my running man with yonghwa inside already! OH MAN. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. OK BYE!

2011-11-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE!

Been so long since i posted. Os ended, currently working. Love my job, although they only need us for ten days. Three more days to go and i'll be jobless already, shall go for job hunting after my current job! First day of work was kind of awkward because it's first day? I bet everyone's first day will be awkward too. Working without talking can be so boring and good as well. Boring because i've got no one to talk to, good because i tend to do things faster and better without talking. This is so lame, hahahaha but it's true okay. SO LOL. HAHAHA.

Oh yah, dajie brought me to work place for first day, if not i will definitely lost my way there, and agent kelly will be calling me and ask me where am i and i will panic like a mad k9! Ok i'm a person who doesn't know how to express myself. But all i want to say is, thanks dajie for bringing me there and you still have to wake up so early and squeeze in the mrt and bus to work place with me. I still remember i overshot and you called me and tell me about that. I admit i was actually feeling very scared when i walked into the building myself, VERY. But i told myself that i've to do it MYSELF, ALONE. Because every now and then, i've to be an independent girl. Be responsible for everything i do. Told myself that everything will be okay, there's nothing to worry about. :)

Second day, third day, fourth day, fifth day? Went to work alone, kind of get used to it already. I enjoy working there because as time goes by, i get to know more friends and the workers there. They look fierce and unfriendly initially, but afterall, they are friendly and good, really... And they always talked about their life, how much they've gone through. Majority are from malaysia and china, they are at disadvantage. Thats's very sad. But sigh, no choice, jy!! Temp workers will only work till next wednesday, i'll miss you all okay. :$

Ah, i'm writing composition again~ Super lazy to post pictures. Shall do it next time! Alright shall watch yongseo now, bye!

2011-09-24T17:03:00.002+08:00

Here to update! Yesterday was fine i guess. Watched johnny english with friends, funny like fuck. Make me laugh like madddddddddddddddddie, really worth it! Hehe. Oh, got back report slips. Still lousy but improved. I believed that if i continue to work hard, i can do it. Please? haha.

Okay lah, don't know why my mood today = HAPPY GIRL 94. Nothing special happened, no one special text me or whatsoever. But, i'm just happy today. Something must be wrong! ^^ Ah, so lazy to do homework today! Shall start at night, i must i must i must! DETERMINTAION, OH YEA! See, i self-high today. -.-

Okay so... Life hadn't been a bitch to me this few days, except that homework(s) and more revision(s) are up up up up up up! UP UP HERE WE GO ~ LOL K LAME. Few more weeks to Os, looking forward to it because this also means that Os will end very soon too! Oh, this is on a positive note lah. If it's negative, it will be - stress hitting up to 101% ! OMGEEEEEEEEE, OK BYE! :)

2011-09-10T16:42:00.002+08:00

The reason why i blog today? Pissed off. Sometimes i feel that people don't believe what i said even though they nod their head or maybe replied a "yes i trust you". Yaaaaaaaaah, maybe i'm the only one who trust those replies. Am i really the only one? Smurf that. Forget it, shall ignore shits.

HAIS,KTHXBYE.

2011-09-05T13:57:00.003+08:00

Okay! Since there's no one at home now, and i'm still slacking before i start on some of my work, i shall blog! Uh well, there's nothing for me to update about my life though. Only some rantings, which is what i am doing everytime i post. And perhaps some unhappiness, sadness, whatever-ness you can describe me. HAHA ~

Uh so, did not do well for prelim. I've the guts to admit that this is what i deserve because i didn't really put in my effort to study, was too tired. Is that an excuse? Yes it is, because everyone faces the same stress as me, if they can do it, why can't i ? I've been questioning myself, i've been self reflecting. Yesterday i lie on my bed and did nothing for about an hour? Think about a lot of stuffs, really. Thinking about what can i actually do for myself this ONE MONTH for goodness sake, ONE MONTH BEFORE Os. This is really scary!!!

Went for a motivational talk by mrs eswaran just now. It went off smoothly, it was great. But afterall, it depends on myself whether i want to do well, how much do i want to do well? Am i just gonna pass my Os? Or maybe setting a higher aggregate and aim for it? Frankly speaking, i'm tired of setting an aim for myself and not getting that aim, or even not even close to that aim i gave to myself. :(

Okay that's all for today, it's gonna rain real soon and i'm off to shut all the windows! Ciaos. ;)

2011-08-27T08:32:00.006+08:00

Went bugis for shopping yesterday, all alone. To my friends whom i'd called, and you guys are not able to make it, no worries i won't blame you all as it's a last minute decision. So yea, went to visit grandma in the afternoon, and i went off around 2 plus. Lie to my sister that i'll be going with my friends, and i revealed the lie when i'm on the train, her reaction darn funny, hahahaha.

Another thing, i guess i need to take train more often even though i hate it so much due to some problem i faced when i was young. Because i don't know which side to take, and i feel like a retard not knowing where to go, seriously! :( Thanks god i called up neoyanni for directory! -sigh of relieve- And oh, did i mention that i lost my ear piece previously and i've got no ear piece with me unless i borrowed it from my sister. That's the thing, it was such a long journey to bugis and i was all alone, yet i've got no music blasting into my ear, that's was so not awesome i swear. TERRIBLE!

Went shopping around bugis street first as i wanna buy my pants, that's my intention to shop there though, hee ~ So i went around bugis street and i got it! Happy girl 94! ^^ Iluma next, and i went for a movie alone, that was my first time doing so, it was cool anyway! HAHA. Oh, i watched zookeeper as many comments from others was great. IT WAS GREAT, i laughed alone through out the movie. Kind of retard, but i guess it's fine, learning to be independent, heehee ~

Time flies, it was already 6pm plus reaching 7pm after movie. Headed towards bugis junction to get my fav chicken from dong dae mun! AWESOME BECAUSE I WAS TOO HUNGRY. Bought drinks too. Walked around, and tada.. back home! Home sweet home is always the best of all. Feeling so tired, and i turned in early. To sum up, yesterday was awesome all alone! HAHAHAHA. (但是我希望我和你可以像以前一样一起逛街..)

2011-08-24T16:45:00.002+08:00

DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY SUCK BIG TIME.

SO LOST, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT ANYMORE.

SO WHAT IF I'M A SECONDARY FIVE STUDENT?

MORE EXPERIENCE? YES, FOR SOME. BUT I'M NOT ONE OF THEM.

I'M LOUSY, OKAY? I JUST WANNA GIVE UP. FUCK THIS.

JUST WANNA RANT, KTHXBYE.

2011-08-19T16:46:00.003+08:00

有时候我真的很想知道我要的是什么，心想要的是什么？In fact, up till this age, 16+ years of life, i still don't know what i want exactly. Perhaps after Os, i can take the time to think about that question carefully.

Suddenly feel that I've made the wrong decision - going secondary 5 or ite. Not trying to look down on anyone but i guess i just don't have to capability to do well. Or maybe you guys will say, it's not about having the capability to do well or not, it's about if you're willing to do it, putting the effort to do it well. True. It's too late to regret, all i have to do is mug hard for this 3 months, and everything will be over..

Prelim week now, trying my best to revise and do my work. School work is one thing, tuition work is another thing. Having tuition is good, but my tuition teacher told me this.. "you have the concept, but you don't know how to apply." Agree to a extend. I wish to know why too. Anyone? It's not like i don't want to apply the knowledge on my work you see. I really don't know why i can't. Forget it ~ It's always me..

Friends? I'm glad i have my clique with me whenever i'm feeling down. I can see that they're trying their best to cheer me up, joke about stupid stuffs, i appreciate that, love you guys so much! What is 4 years plus of friendship if 1 month of friendship can actually replace it? I guess i wouldn't have to worry much about that although i'm feeling really disappointed or maybe more than that. Telling myself that it's alright because everyone have their own life. That's your life, i forgive you for being selfish. Perhaps you just have to............... haha ~ ^^

Out of topic, k bye! :)

2011-08-10T11:50:00.003+08:00

I hate it when i know what i should do and what i must do but i don't do it. It's like ; no action, talk only. That's me for now. And i know that things wont work out that way, i've got to do something about it.

During oral practice with ms fern, i was nervous and scared. After oral practice, she asked : how do you think you did for this oral? i replied ; badly i know. Indeed bad, but i tried my best. Who knows the feeling of, your friends doing better than you, all they get was compliment, and i all i get was just... please work hard next time. Perhaps it means nothing to them, but it meant something to me. I was feeling quite demoralized after though. But all i did was, fake a smile and ..... act like i feel nothing. The feeling was really bad, and i felt like crying. But everyone know this, crying doesn't solve anything. Told myself not to cry, gotta stay strong..

That's all for today, bye ~

2011-07-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

So long since i last update my blog. Life wasn't that great for me these few weeks. I feel that i'm losing out in my studies, especially poa. Need to find some day to have a one to one session with teacher already. Ahhhhhhhhhh...

And i'm feeling so down now, because of ahju. He went for sterilization today and we just fetched him back from sunshine place. He looks so sad. For the first time i saw his eye teary like what, he cried. I feel his pain, really. It's like...... sigh i can't do anything to help too. Sorry ju, :)

Kthxbye...

2011-07-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hi long time no update. Not that long though, just wanna post some stuffs so that my blog won't be dead. So well, life wasn't that great for me this few days/weeks. All because of studies, tuition, school, assignments given. All those was really a hell for me. I know it's not only for me, everyone go through all these. But some might fail to succeed, i guess i'm one of them. All these while i've been thinking what i can do for myself to make myself stronger and better. I still don't know the answer yet, and i doubt i will know it soon. Time is ticking the way, no time to waste anymore. I feel the stress.

Sometimes when i post something in twitter or facebook, i just wanna share how i feel. And i truly dislike people to ask questions regarding the things i posted, really. Please bear this in mind, don't ask anything about that, i'll definitely cry right infront of you or just, breakdown. Which i really abhor so much because it shows that i'm such a weak girl. I DON'T WANT TO BE :(

Just ranted about some love stuffs to kywx, that was really random, but i just ranted to him.

Trying hard to forget(not 25th though), need time. Alright, outta here, ciaos. :)

2011-06-13T19:45:00.003+08:00

Here to update, reason because i'm feeling really happy to the maximum today. Laughed like one kind with kub and yanni, seriously man. And the most important part is because (only we three know!!!!!!) ZOMGZ. Excited, nervous, happy, whatever it is. FEELING DAMN GREAT TODAY. Although it's impossible, however it will be kept as great memories, indeed! ZOMGZ. LOL. Minute maid orange, yay. Love today! Lg, hahahahahahahahahahaha :D

2011-06-12T15:26:00.002+08:00

First day of tution today. It was rather great i guess, i hope i learnt something. Shall go read through what he teached me just now. And, i feel that 2 hours is not long enough, really. Gonna have another day of tution, i need it all. Just that mum and dad have to afford more money this time, hahahaha.

Uh okay, so today's sunday. Had tution, and i'm alone at home now. All went out, leaving me alone at home, like so evil only pls. Haha it's alright though, used to it sometimes. But i hope they won't do it everytime, i would be bored to death. I feel so happy today, because i had my tution. LOL. I mean yah seriously, when i'm at home i don't do revisions, i spent most of my time on internet and other stuffs. At least i spent two hours having tution lo. :)

Oh yah one more thing. i needa go on diet, like damn ffff seriously(!!!!!) i've been munching and munching and munching on tidbits, foods and a lot more! Getting fatter and fatter, seriously. Can anyone control me or something, i don't wanna grow any fatter. :(

2011-06-04T18:54:00.002+08:00

Here to update, yay. Was doing some physics holiday assignment just now, and i know how much i don't know, and it's a lot. Was also refering to notes while doing, hope i learned something today, hmm.. Well, good news; i'll be having tution starting from next sunday, it's really a good thing, i like. I don't mind if the teacher is a male or female, i just hope after having tution, i'll get good grades, and at least i don't let my family members down, as well as not wasting parent's money, haha.

Ah, was feeling so sad just now when mum said that to me. Perhaps this is what she think, but she's not saying to me, i know she's afraid that i might feel demoralised or something. But now i know how she think, i'm sad. But she's right, they can, but i cannot. Well......... it's okay i guess. Gotta stay strong, chrismeen. :)

Alright, it marks the start of holiday last week, but it's never for us, never for me. Shall make use of these time to buck up, i hope i will? I'll try my best, hah. Okay so this holiday i'll be busy with studies, and also outings(!!) A lot to say, shall update more next time ok? Ciaos!

2011-05-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hi, i'm here to update, again and again. Trying to pour everything out - from my mind and heart. So basically, had ptc today. It was a sad one for me, or perhaps it's a wake up call for me, indeed though. All the words said by teachers really motivates me much, for real. Mr ng, miss andrea, thanks for that. Although some words are really hurting, to me. However, it really motivates me.

I know what are the distractions, i know it from the start, it's really addictive, non other than Facebook. So, i'm gonna stop facebook-ing for a while, or maybe shorten the duration of using desktop this time round. I know all the words you guys said are for my own good, appreciated. I'll start to change for the better now, from today onwards. If others can do it, i can too.

" she's a wonderful and hardworking girl, however i feel really shock when i saw her results, what's wrong?" I'll remember this, and i'll work harder, teacher. I promise.

So yea, i think i gotta take away my distractions, and start studying,i hope it's not too late, at least. O level chinese is next week, good luck all. Lastly, i wanna thanks my family members for being there for me at times. As well as my friends out there, thanks. Okay, got to go, goodbye. :)

2011-05-25T19:09:00.002+08:00

Here to update again, haha. Basically, i'm very disappointed in my Mye's result for 2011. So yah, sist was telling me that it's alright, because they did badly for Mye too. It's not because they did badly that's why i can do badly too. I know they're trying to console me, but i just couldn't .... i don't know how to say. I mean like, if others can do it, why can't i ? Am i using the wrong method to study or something? Seriously need help, in counselling :(

Okay so next monday is the day for O level mother tongue, very nervous for sure, even now. Perhaps i'm still not well prepared yet, despite the long hours of chinese lesson this week. Well, i hope i will give my best shot for this time, get the results i want, and i wouldn't have to care about chinese anymore. As well as to focus on other subejcts too. I wanna do well.. who don't? :/

I guess the only solution for me to pour all my bullshits from my heart and mind is to blog, whatever i don't really know though. Oh, today's the 25th ; great memories indeed. Reminiscence? I guess not, :)

2011-05-22T20:20:00.002+08:00

Hi blog. I'm here to update you because i'm feeling v down and uneasy the whole day. I've got no idea why. Perhaps one of the reason is because i'm having my period, that's why i am down. The pain is really torturing this month. I know i'm not the only one who are going through this. I know all the woman in the world are having this, whatever. But i chose to type it out, they don't. That's their problem.

I feel like crying. Because i feel that i'm not putting in effort in my studies this year. This year is the most important year of all, but i'm still not prepared yet. Perhaps like what i told my friends, i guess i chose the wrong path. I'm not capable, i don't know.. Yah whatever, the billionare says everyone is capable, that really motivates me. But now...... I feel so lose out whenever i'm with my friends, this is the fact, i always feel this way. Because i feel that they are better than me in many many way, that's the fact too. I don't know what to do.. i just wanna cry, can i ? :'(

I feel like crying. Because i hate it when my friends say that they're not able to do it, but when they got back their results, it's the other way round, they did it. I don't know if they are acting that they can't do it or not. But i really dislike it.. I'm always wondering why must they do that. Why must they make me feel that at least i have a companion that we will not do well together. To say the truth, i always feel much safer when they say that they are not able to do it, because i also feel that i can't do well. But why.. Can you guys don't be like this.....? :(

I feel like crying. Because i feel that my attitude towards my friends and family members are different. There's a lot to be compared, too much to be said. I just hope that my attitude towards my parents will be better, i'm still trying hard, sorry mummy and daddy and sister(s).. :(

I feel like crying. Because i'm afraid to let my family members to know about my Mye results. I did really badly this time, despite the hours of revisions in the library. Why... The thought of giving up, yes. The thought of commiting suicide, yes, but it's gone. I always comment about other people who commited suicide, how silly they are, and why must they do that, their family members will get upset.. Same goes to myself, i don't want my family members to get upset over me. Ok stop that chrismeen.. You can't do anything to it, just live happily..

There's a lot to say, but i don't know who to trust. No one can be trusted, no one..

2011-05-21T11:14:00.000+08:00

mye results = F.A.I.L.

i'm so F.A.I.L.

i feel like crying.

F.A.I.L.

2011-05-16T19:49:00.003+08:00

Time to update my blog though i just updated previously.

Uh ok, i'm feeling vvv down today.

Because of studies, MYE.

Dnt especially, very sad, very lost.

Perhaps what mr N said was right, mr K did all the thinkings,

i'm not doing any.

Ah well, i'm really trying to get my interest for dnt back yknow.

I mean like, ok this is the last year, yet so many things happened.

Especially for dnt, we know it all.

And mr N, do you think you're really that great? No..

I've got no idea on how to describe how i felt today, terrible, perhaps?

2011-05-07T14:32:00.004+08:00

Okay hi i'm here to update my blog since i've got no mood to study right now. Like seriously, even if i don't have the mood to study, i still have to. I've got 3 papers on tuesday! Same goes to poa students, but not for amath student. Chemistry should be acceptable for me, currently. But never for poa and geography. Tried to figure out questions on poa, kinda stucked, but at least i tried! Gotta try harder though ._. As for geography, just got to memorise and memorise and memorise, till i die. -.-

Uh, i've got a habit of waking up in the middle of the night and do nothing, i've got no idea why you know. Imagine yourself sitting up right on your bed, staring into space, yea this is what i did this few days, like scary only pls. :O

Ah damn it, have been sick this two days. At first - flu + fever + throat pain. Now - flu. It's killing me. Sneeze like nobody business, vvv irritating. Can i just pluck out my nose? K lame, i just wanna joke around, to distress. Trying hard to study just now, it failed. FAILED. Such a failure. Blame the library, why must it close on public holiday, ffff you hard. Needa start on revision soon, don't wish to fail, however my math.... ah stop it, i know i deserve it because i put ZERO effort in it, maybe i should not be shock when i get back my math result. But not for other subjects please? :)

Alright as you can see, the things i update the most is all about studies studies studies, ranting about how stressful i'm feeling etc etc. Whatever, Mye ends at next wednesday and i gotta take one FULL day of rest, don't you expect me to study for that day, only that day i promise.

Oh yah one last thing.

To you : i felt like a toy.

.

2011-04-30T21:55:00.005+08:00

Okay hi everyone.

I'm here to update my blog since sally says she visited my blog once in a while but she did not get to see any updates from me. haha, i've got a reader yo.

Oh well, everything went off smoothly for me i guess.

Mye started last friday, it will last for about two weeks.

Just gotta endure and study hard for it, even though it's not Os.

I just wanna see how much i can do well on my own, without friends, without anyone.

Ah well.. I really hope i can do it.

All the best to my friends too. :)

Uh okay another thing.

I miss idiot so much if you don't know.

But since we're busy with own stuffs currently, we've got no time for each other too.

HAHA, why do i sound like a lesbo or something. Anyway, i'm straight fyi.

Why the hell am i even blogging about these? -.-

And vvvvv lastly, fatfatfat. <3

2011-04-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

Studies ? - Stress.

Friends? - Kinda alright.

Family? - Perfectly fine.

What am i worrying about the most currently? Studies. haha ~

2011-03-12T14:13:00.002+08:00

Hi blog. Long time no update. Since i'm feeling bored, and i've got nothing to do, i shall update. Well, i've got a lot of things not done yet, but i'm simply too-lazy to do it, because it's piles and piles of homework. I've got no idea when am i gonna kick away this habit, idk. ._. Well, school life are still the same, stressful + fun with friends, hmm ?

Don't wanna rant much about studies here, because even after ranting, i'll still feel the same. Lol k nvm. Uhm, i don't really have much to update though, can anyone just chat with me or something, facebook is such a bore, only for now. Ahhhhh whatever ><

Basketball session yesterday, it's a fun day if you don't know. I'm always looking forward to friday every week, hehehehehe :) K nvm, you guys won't know what i'm talking about, except for some. HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, i'm so bored now. Okay outta here, bb.

2011-02-26T23:18:00.001+08:00

I need motivations to study, anyone? I'm losing out, i'm failing, i'm falling. I don't want.. :(

2011-02-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging once again, sorry that i did not keep my blog updated at times. Well, i have my own reasons. - Studies. Last week was a hectic week i can say, whole week test and this week will be the last three subjects, for common test. Ah, many more test coming up. Just gotta get used to it this year. Can see that everyone is trying hard to study well, so am i. I'm trying hard too, let's all work together, five-one-thousand eleven, love.

Oh, it's crazy monkey day today. We did not get to celebrate together, not even once. Everyone is busy with own stuffs, cannot be blame. Well i'm sure there are still many more chances to go, shall find one day for it, okay? :)

I'm feeling so happy this few days, because......... hehe. Ah, i felt so angry just now, don't wish to elaborate much about it, forgive and forget, yes? Yes. Okay outta here, shall start on revision soon. Ciaos. :)

2011-02-15T19:32:00.004+08:00

今天的我有一点“不是我自己”.不知道为什么, 突然觉得以前的我有回来了. 真的很想放弃, 很想很想很想.. 好累. 可以不可以什么事情都不要管, 不要做, 不要想?
真的好累..

2011-02-08T19:25:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging! Chinese new year was great, everything went of smoothly. Didn't really enjoyed my chinese new year this year though. All in my mind was homeworkS. Exaggerate, yes. But it's so bloody true. I don't know since when i'm so concerned about my work, it's also a good thing, but the bad thing is i did not enjoyed myself. That's so sad if you don't know. :(

Ok, studies. - Stress. What's the big idea about stress? I don't know, but i'm feeling stress. O level and N level can never be compared. There's really a big difference in regarding the amount of homework given. Dislike it so much, but no choice. Everyone have to go through all this. Well, let's work together then. Yah yah, i'm typing and saying it so easily. But when it comes to work, it's tough, really tough, for me. Crying can never solve anything, however, i couldn't help but to cry..

2011-01-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

Okay, since i've the time to use desktop now, i shall update my blog. I realised time really flies, another week just ended like this, damn fast. I realised that my time management = fail. Because i don't know how to plan my things well. Even if i did, it won't go accordingly to what i planned, because i won't follow the things i planned. :/

It's only the don't know how many week, and i'm like this. Can i cry? Because i'm so stress :(

2011-01-22T17:32:00.002+08:00

Oh man. Can i have a break from all these? I mean, it's only the 3rd week of school, and i feel so drained out everyday during lessons and after school. Previous year, i used to get to use desktop after school. Now i still do, but i don't have the energy/strength to use it anymore. Sounds exaggerating, but it's true. And now i feel that it's reluctant to use desktop. :/ It might be a good thing though, because it's O level this year. I should spend less time on those distractions - desktop, tv etc etc..

Thanks god, chinese new year is around the corner. Which means, there're a few days of break. Damn, i'm happy. Yah, who don't? -.- hahaha. Anyway, went bugis with sisters on i forgot which day, to get our new year clothes. Uhm, i'm not satisfied, not at all. On that day, everything on my mind was lessons and books and so on. Damn exaggerate, but it's so fucking true please. I don't know why, i really don't know why. Dumbfuck, i don't want to go crazy over studies, i don't want!!!

2011-01-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

Current life.

Hi it's friday today! Which means it's weekend tomorrow. Well, i don't think it will be a weekend for me because there are piles and piles of homework given, waiting for me to complete it. Today was suppose to be a nice/ nothing-happen day. However, during the very last lesson of the day. The 20 of us got lectured by the sucject teacher, It's our fault, yes it is. She claims that we do not have much time left, and we did not even start our chapter, yes we all know that. But she rather spent the time scolding us, than to teach us. Scolding us is for our own good i know, but for so long? You can use the time you scolded us, to teach us. Yes? haha.

After school, thought of going for training, but fang and i ended up did not because it's for lower secondary, new coach. Sian die lo. Took bus home, took a nap- damn irritating, phone kept on ringing and ringing non stop. Knn, what a nap please. Not feeling well now. Gotta start on some homework soon. Byebye :)

2011-01-09T16:53:00.005+08:00

Ok i'm here to update my blog, although i just updated it on friday. Since i've the mood, and kind of little time before i start on my own revision, i shall update, hehe. I wanna introduce you guys, a new member in loh family. Uhm, it's not a human being lah. It's a puppy, from ongjiamin. When i'm young, i told myself that i will definitely raise a puppy/ dog when i grow up. Here it is, it's fulfilled!!!! Damn, till now i still can't believe that there's a puppy at home. Happy die k.

We named it "Junior". Because it's short and simple, ^^ Oh yah, Junior is a male puppy. He's like a baby, just like any baby out there, although he's a puppy. Ah, we're still trying hard to train him - where to pee and poo, he's getting a little used to it already, hah. Although it seems a bit too cruel to beat him, but that's what we have to do. It's not animal abuse anyway, we're training him. I don't do the beatings though, my sist are doing that all the time. I can't bear to do so, that's the reason why. Haha ~ Shall upload some pictures of Junior next time, kinda lazy to transfer from my phone. ._. Alright, outta here, ciaoooooooooooooooos. :)

2011-01-07T14:42:00.009+08:00

The very first week of school, ended. Time flies, time waits for no one.. Cherish everything before it's gone. Don't make the same mistakes again. The very first week of school started, and it ended today. It's only the first week. I'm kind of starting to feel the stress, from the teachers. Their mouth couldn't stop saying O level. It's a good thing though, because time waits for no one, couldn't be rewind too. It's good that teachers constantly remind us that Os are reaching, even though it's not. HAIYAH, yes it's drawing near, very soon. I've to remind myself that i'm taking O level this year, no time for playing anymore, no morrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre. ._.

Okay that is that. This week went off smoothly i can say. Everything is back on track - studies, friends. I really hope things will stay the way it is now, till the end of the year, everyday. I don't know if it's possible. But yah, i said i hope.... :/ YAH. I want to thanks ongjiamin for the card she wrote for me - encouragement for Os. Thanks so much, really. Meet up soon if possible, luv.

Feeling down. I want to cry. And someone told me, " it's okay to cry." I don't know what am i thinking now exactly. I feel troubled when nothing happened, nothing is wrong, and nothing went wrong. But i don't know why i'm feeling this way. What's wrong? :(

2011-01-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

一转眼，一年过了...

Tomorrow marks the start of a new term in school, i'm feeling kind of excited towards it anyway. Maybe because i get to see my friends more oftenly, maybe because i miss studying. MAYBE ~ Well, it's time to buck up and concentrate every single day. No matter what, i'm gonna try. You guys may think i'm talking some - cock here. But ya know, i'm gonna give it a try. Since it's the last year, why not? This year resolution - to pass my O level. Can i make it? We shall see.

Damn, i don't really have much confidence though, and i don't even dare to swear that i will pass my O level for sure. I don't want to give myself high hopes, first. Hello ?! Why am i typing as if i took my O levels already. -.- Okkkkkkkkk no matter what, i will try my best. :)

Okay that is that for school reopen stuffs. Uhm so yah, went out with friends to lot one's sakae to dine in together. So full, ate damn truck loads! With no doubt, i'm gonna gain damn few kilograms, kill me please. :( K whatever, i told myself to go on diet when school reopens, which is tomorrow. What should i do with the on - diet stuff ? I don't know actually, shall think about it tomorrow.

JUST - TOO - EXCITED - FOR - TOMORROW. :D

2010-12-31T13:30:00.006+08:00

Went to polyclinic to consult a doctor in the morning, medicine was given. Something stupid happened, i've got no bloody idea why i reacted that way, laugh die me ._. Was looking through some letters and photos with ongjiamin just now...

Letters - ongjiamin and i used to write letters to each other when we're young, the contents we wrote were super funny, and i can see the changed in us, although we used to quarrel last time, but i'm glad we are fine now, good soulmate, good buddies, good sister, good cousin, good idiots. Thanks for everything, be it good or bad. At least the bad ones let us learn from our mistakes. The good ones shall remain, always. :)

Photos - From young till now, there's one thing which did not change in me. My chubby cheeks. I call it chubby, but some call it fats. Well, it's up to you guys to comment, as long as you guys are happy with it, i wouldn't mind too. I still remember when i was in secondary one, i used to get bully. It's not physical bully anyway. Just some irritating comments and names which made me tear like one-kind. But now, just go ahead with your rubbish, couldn't be bothered anymore. I don't know if the reason is because i'm used to it, numbed or you call this grown up? Yes? :)

Friends - Ever since secondary one, i never failed not to get any friends problem. Every year, i will always have friends quarreling with me. Till now, i do not know if the problem lies on me, or them. I guess there isn't a need to find it out. After finding out, what can i do with it? Maybe i'm a person with bad attitude, character, or whatever you call it. Maybe others really detest me so much because of that. I don't know why. Well, i want to thank those who stayed by my side no matter what happened, i really appreciate you guys, so much. And i want to thank those who made me tear, made me felt like a lousy friend, because from there, i became stronger, emotionally. To say the truth, i really want to know why, tell me. At least i can know where's my mistake, at least i can know what's wrong with my attitude etc. Because i'm so tired of everything happening/ happened around me, friends problem especially. Let me know, i really want to know..

Studies - I admit that i'm a slow learner. People can understand things fast, i can't. There're a lot of things i don't know. I tend to get very angry/ disappointed in myself when i know that others can learn it fast, and i can't. All i can do is to practice more. I also admit that i'd been somehow struggling through secondary 4's life. Still, i'm glad that i'm promoted to secondary 5 next year. And i will have to work doubly hard inorder to get into the polytechinc's course i want. All the best to myself.

Family - Family members, the most important roles in my life. I'm really sorry to every members in my family. Sorry that i'm being so rebellious all these year to you guys. But sometimes, those talk-back words are not from my heart, really. I'm trying hard to be a better daughter, a better sister. Maybe you guys can't see the effort that i'm putting in, but maybe at the end of the day, you guys will see the change, a better one. Too much to be said, i'm not those who are good in words, i apologise. :)

Okay that is that. This will be the last post for 2010. All the ups will be kept in my heart always, all the downs will be forgotten slowly, and from the downs, i realised i learnt a lot. Be it relationship stuffs, friends or family. I learnt my lesson, and i won't make any same silly mistakes again. 2011 will be better. Goodbye 2010, welcome 2011.

2010-12-28T17:11:00.013+08:00

On the 24th december, changi airport and fareast.

On the 27th december, ang moh kio and serangoon.

There're still many more pictures @ facebook, check it out there, i'm too lazy to upload everything here. It's not that MUCH actually, but it's all memories. - happy memories. Okay that is that.

Edited @ night.

Went out with hun to drink coffee and we catched a movie, Gulliver's travel. It's a nice show anyway, kinda hilarious. So yea that's all because i rotted the whole afternoon, expect - accompanying third sist to the doctor and making of my spectacles.

Haha alright, shall stop here and continue with my own stuffs. I'm not doing anything though, i don't know what to do fyi. Other than surfing the net, watching of tv, going out. Nothing else, oh man ~ Well i think i should really cherish the time i'm having this few days, school gonna reopen in a few days time. Sian die!!!!!! K bye :)

2010-12-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

Okay i shall start my post from today, since the previous day meant nothing to me, at all. So well, went out with shirleyang and neoyanni today, to serangoon. Our intention was to dine at chomp chomp, it's my first time there though. Who knows, market having spring cleaning. Three of us jitao " -.- ". But it's alright anyway, there're still many chances next time. We went to a near by market to have their dinner, which is my breakfast + lunch + dinner. So yah, that is that.

And after, we just randomly went to a place which is i don't know where. We settled down and started taking pictures. Most of it failed, haha. Took bus to amk, bought koi and trained home. Pictures will be uploaded next time once i get it from others. So excuse me from my wordy post. Ah, i don't even know if there's any readers out there. Hmm? haha ._.

All i can do is not to do anything because you want it to be this way, and i will let you be. You know who you are. Thanks for that, but i'm not gonna care even though deep inside i'm feeling really disappointed. Enjoy. :)

2010-12-25T16:17:00.003+08:00

HOOHOOHOO MERRRRRRY CHRISTMAAAAAAS(!!)

It's my day today. Maybe others is right - it's just another normal and boring day..

2010-12-22T17:42:00.003+08:00

The before and the after. There's a very big difference, right? Oh man i know what you guys are gonna say, i'm great, yes? Hehe. Okay cut the crap and start posting. -.- Uhm i don't really have any interesting or something BOOOOOMZ stuffs to update actually. I'm just feeling so bored, and i've got nothing to do, so i'm here to talk-cock a little. Haha ._.

Where should i start from. Okay so.. i woke up early today which i don't know why. Peijie came over and get the paper from me and helped me to pass up to the school's whoever person collecting it. Thanks for rushing. Then i received a call from neoyanni, went down to bus stop, she passed me my present from her and also others, oh man i love you guys so much. Had some catch up with her too, gonna meet up some other days soon. Miss you friend. :)

Back home, and headed towards lot one's mac donald for brunch with dajie. After, chanced upon zoe, mindy and peijie. Walked around lot one with them for a while, chanced upon shirleyang too! So much of coincidence yo, it's a good thing though. To say the truth, i feel weird just now, and that's the reason why i went off early. Really.. i feel so not-belong-to just now. Maybe i think too much.. It's alright, life still goes on. :)

2010-12-21T18:48:00.007+08:00

20th december 2010, ah boy kor's wedding. Woke up super early, get prepared and cabbed down to the church. It's my first time been to church, i find it amazing. After church's ceremony, cabbed down to dayi house for buffet and some short gatherings. In between, went jurong point with ongjiamin and aunt, swensens for tea break. Thanks aunt. :) Wedding was held at grand copthrone's hotel, everything went off smoothly, it was a blast i can say. Cousins get to sit together, had fun. After everything, cabbed back home.

Today the 21st december 2010, not a good day for me, it's extremely bad. Had some tiff with mum, my fault. Since i've got nothing to do, started packing my shelf, and i spent two hour plus, on a very small part of the shelf. I think i'm gonna start packing my books, and then my cupboard. I have to do things fast, don't wanna waste time anymore. My mood for today is kinda.. bad? disappointed? sad? I don't know, it's kind of a mixed feeling which i don't know why. Nvm, tomorrow will be better, right? ._. For once, for today, fuck my life damn hard please.

2010-12-19T12:26:00.004+08:00

On the 16th, just the day before the release of N level results, went to meet juchan, aslyn, yingyi and vileen for some entertaintment. Had our dinner at food culture, all of us ate japanese food, it's kinda delicious though, you guys should give it a try next time. Right after dinner, we went the next building for kbox session. Sing sang sung, i went off around 11pm plus, and homed. :)

On the 17th, release of results day. Initially i felt nothing, not nervous not so whatever. But when the time goes by, okay there goes my heart popping. Seriously nervous like f i can say. Meet up with zoe, daryl, peijie and mindy at interchange, i'm the latest, again.. Took bus to school, quickly went up to the hall. After some stuffs, i'm the first to get result as danni did not went to school on that day. Glad to say, promoted. But i'm still considering about higher nitech, idk. :/

Went keith's house to get some stuffs, thanks eh i like it a lot. :) Then, bought drinks with zoe and peijie, took bus home as i'm going out with family to celebrate. And oh, sat in the taxi for an hour plus, and it cost us 35 bucks, like f only, thanks to heavy traffic lah. K nvm, dine at pearl river's. Yum max. :)

On the 18th, which is yesterday, went out with ysh. Didn't know that he's bring me to haw par villa first, then vivo city. All i can say is, i enjoyed myself yesterday. Thanks so much. :} and i know my heart still wants it, but all i can do is do nothing because i know you're no longer mine.. :( still, thanks for the little little things you did for me., too much to be said.. :)

2010-12-15T21:24:00.004+08:00

Okay, i spent my day well today. Went angmohkio hub, town area, and lastly jurong point. Bought nothing at angmohkio hub, bought a top at fareast, bought a dress and another top at jurong point. Overall, i spent 90 over bucks just for three clothes. I don't know if it's worth, but as long as i like it, why not? :) That's what ba said to me. Oh yah, i went am's house today, long time since i went there, few years back when i was still young? Thanks for today.

Ringed up jasmineong and asked if she want to dine in together. She rejected sia. Haha joke. Went her house to have dinner as aunt cooked delicious porridge. Nice max!!!!!!! So yah, i'm staying over today, and will be going back home tomorrow afternoon since i'm going out with friends at night tomorrow. Alright short update for today, ciaos. :}

2010-12-15T00:27:00.004+08:00

Went out with mummy, daddy and dajie today, imm. From 12pm plus till 7pm plus. Had fish & co for lunch, it's also my first time eating fish & co. And oh no, don't really have much appetite, and the food doesn't match my appetite too. I'm not fussy ya know, but i don't know why. Well ? ._. Kay i really don't know, whatever.

Walked around imm like we never shop at imm before, like seriously, hello? It's not our first time shopping there, but it has been a long time ever since we shop there. Uhm okay, it's very tiring i can say, my back aches like nobody business and i kept on whining and whining non stop, cute me right? ._.

Chanced upon kenneathyong and his father at kopitiam, such a coincidence. Basically, we just shop and shop and shop non stop. And of course, we had some tea breaks in between our shopping session. Andersen's of denmark's ice cream is yum yum i can say. You guys should go have a try although the price is a little bit higher than the other ice creams, kinda worth. :)

Had burger king for dinner, full to the maximum. Chit chat session, itouch session, laughing session with daddy, mummy and dajie at burger king before going home, a nice one yo. Enjoyed today much, thanks daddy and mummy for everything, luv. Okay it's 12:57am now, i'm off to sleep, going out tomorrow. Ciaos :}

2010-12-12T19:00:00.005+08:00

Supposed to go out with mindykee today. But she needa work, so it's cancelled. Woke up at 1pm plus today, rotted. No idea on what to do next. Chatted with shirleyanghoney through messenger just now, and she said some stuffs which is so true. I find it true, really. "don't need feel.. they also won't feel.. why bother to feel.." I will always remember this. I will change, and you guys will notice the change. And that's when you guys know how i felt exactly this few days.

2010-12-11T18:48:00.003+08:00

Sup yo. Just came back from chalet today with cousins. It's a 3 day 2 night chalet anyway. Had fun bbq-ing, had fun drinking, had fun playing cards, had fun laughing, with beloved cousins. Too much to be said, most importantly, i want to say that i like this chalet because it has been a long time ever since we organised a event like this. Although it's kinda rush because we booked this chalet this month, but i think we did pretty well by preparing all stuffs on that day itself, we rock the santa claus you know. \m/

And oh, it's mummy's birthday today. Happy birthday to you, and i love you so much, if you don't know. Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much. Oh no, more than that, hehe. Sorry for being a bad kid, but i know you will still love me thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much too, right? Luv. :D

Alamak my throat have been giving me problem this two days. Damn irritating lor, buey tahan. :( Anyway, 6 more days to release of n level results, my doom day, hahaha. 14 more days to my birthday, hahahehe. Not really looking forward to it though, not gonna be a good one i guess? Okay outta here, ciaos! :)

2010-12-07T18:04:00.003+08:00

I love my family.

Today is a great day indeed. Although there're some issues in the morning, i'm glad that everything is fine now. Went out with sist to lot one for our brunch, then ya kun toast shop for some kind of what i call it, " high tea." Then there's one aunty looking for seats said something. " why now a days youngsters drink coffee?" in a sacarstic tone ya know. I was thinking, what year already, youngsters drink coffee you huan lo so much. LOL ._.

K never mind, walked around lot one, long time since i went there because i've been staying at home for a few days, rot rotting rotted ya know. -.- So yah, went to look for cds, thought of renting some horror ones, but nothing really caught my attention. Well, it's a good thing though, can save money. HAH nice one yo.

And oh. I received my very first birthday present from dajie, like it a lot. Thanks sist, :)

Anyway, the reason i like love a lot is not because of whatever, but yah, just purely like. Yay, hehe. Alright, outta here. Luv today so much sio. Okay outta here, chatting with beh through messenger nao, ciaos! :}

2010-12-05T15:37:00.003+08:00

Nothing is really over until the moment you stopped trying. ( i stopped trying..)

2010-12-03T13:05:00.004+08:00

I may regret the way we ended. But I don't regret what we had. (please remember this.)

2010-11-28T16:03:00.007+08:00

I guess it's time to update a proper post. Went to stay over at ongjiamin's house on friday till sunday which is today. Went home today since she's going out. It started to pour when i'm walking home. Then, my love a lot pouch spoiled. Then, nearly fell while walking back home. Suey or what ._. Oh nvm, i luv 老四 the most k. Hehehe ~

No plans for this week and upcoming week. Unless there are bb session or gym session which i'm really looking forward to if there's any. (^_^) Oh yea, went sentosa with mindy, neoyanni and peijie on the 25th. Luv the sun much, thank you sun for coming out even though you went away when we're on our way home, haha. Overall, it was fun i can say, had some catch up with mindykee, been long since we met up, graduation day was the last day i guess.

Oh yes, i'll be a busy woman on december. Schedule will be kind-of packed, hahaha i like it. With friends, family, cousins, i'm kinda looking forward to december. (Y) Okay i shall upload some pictures inorder not to make my post look wordy. Enjoy, more at facebook. :}

Trip to sentosa with girls on the 25th.

Belated birthday for hester's 16th.

2010-11-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

FUN DAY! ^^ I LOVE FAKE BOYFIE, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2010-11-20T13:15:00.002+08:00

It has been a number of days ever since i updated my blog. Everything went off smoothly i guess. With friends, family, cousins and so on, felt great with them around. LOL i don't know what to update actually, what i can say is - great. :)

Will be bringing hugo and coco for grooming later on, they need it so much ya know. Like yes, need it super a lot. It's time to pamper them ._. I guess the person grooming them later on is going to have a hard time yo. No play play on my rabbits, hahaha jy hur. Oh, i love my fake boyfie much. HAHA <3

2010-11-12T23:09:00.001+08:00

BYEBYE HOHO.. :')

Had fun with friends today. - Gym and bb. Was feeling kinda down though, life still goes on.. HAHA. K whatever, i'm bored. I don't have the mood to do anything now, i need time to be alone just for today. Bye. :)

2010-11-10T01:04:00.001+08:00

Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you. #JWSI

2010-11-08T15:33:00.003+08:00

Distance means so little when someone means so much. #tumblrsays

2010-11-07T20:36:00.001+08:00

HELLO HOHO or BYE BYE HOHO?
sad to the maximum. screw this feeling.

2010-11-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

Photos are all uploaded at facebook, go check it out with all my ugly pictures, haha. K lame whatever. Dad's side chalet was great, i think we got bonded together, somehow. :) Had fun taking pictures, had fun chatting with cousins, had fun bbq-ing, had fun sleeping there too. Felt kinda tired when i was there, so i spent my afternoon having my afternoon nap. Haha cool, \m/

After 3 days 2 night of staying at chalet, actually it was suppose to be a 4 days 3 night chalet yo, but because most of the people are working the next day, so most of us went off on the 3 day 2 night itself. Rushed down to jurong area to give mum's side cousin a birthday surprise. It wasn't a surprise in the end because... (cousins know will do. haha) Had supper at jurong point's fei xiong, super hooooooooot please. Sweat like muthafooking fool ya know, yuck. But i like it because it's our gathering, hehe.

As for today.. Went out to meet kywx, shirley, chin and mervyn, miss them leh(!) So sorry that i didn't attend yesterday's stuff yo, forgive me ok? hehe okay. -.- Yay chalet is nearing, 11 more days. Can't wait to see my beloved fourtwogether-ians. :) Okay i'm feeling so happy nao.. (HEHE)

2010-10-31T11:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Halloween night, 301010
Early in the morning, went out with family members to yewtee point's koufu for our breakfast. Like finally, six of us! If only we get to have this day every weekend, it would be great i guess. Headed towards lot one next, bought lots of stuffs - camera, my speaker and a lot more. I went off first as i'm meeting idiot @Ong Jiamin at 6 plus pm for our halloween night! At first i'm dreading because i'm feeling very tired, really tired. Nevertheless, i went. And i don't regret going although it's scary.

Coincidentally, chanced upon father's side cousin, with her boyfriend. Took bus with them, then we parted our own way. Both of us went to collect out tickets, and went into night safari. We went to queue and sat for the tram, and it's effing scary fyi. Screamed like siao, and because i'm sitting at the most side of the tram, i screamed even more when those scary people scare me. -.- One of the scary people still jump up and stand beside me and asked me to shut up because i kept on screaming non-stop. -.- Ridiculous much! Who ask you to scare me, lolol :/

Queued for haunted village at the zoo for hour plus, leg pain back ache. -.- Went inside, and screamed all the way. And i meant ALL THE WAY you know. Idiot super zai, she never scream at all, whereas i'm grabbing onto her hand tightly and screaming ALL THE WAY. Fooh yo! :/ Too much to be said, scary is the only word i can describe for yesterday's night event. Pictures will be uploaded next week i guess, kinda lazy to upload now as i've to prepare for chalet later. Well to conclude, i spent my halloween night with idiot @Ong Jiamin this year, thanks and luv you :)

2010-10-30T12:13:00.002+08:00

昨天, ♥

2010-10-29T09:57:00.004+08:00

I feel lost. I feel bad. I feel confused. I hate to be the way i am now. I hate to see things like this. I hate it when i don't know what i am thinking. I felt that i'm the worse, the ugliest, the hopeless, the useless, the what-also-don't-know person in the world. I felt bad, i felt bad, i felt bad because i hurt another person again. I'm so tired of all these emotional thoughts. Couldn't help but to think this way. Who knows what the fuck am i thinking now? Let's play pretend? I don't know.. "i'm happy i'm happy i'm happy, and i will always be.."

2010-10-25T15:48:00.006+08:00

Here to update my blog since i've got nothing to do today. Ok i shall start my post on what i did on friday. Woke up early in the morning and got myself prepared for cousin's wedding, damn fun. And around afternoon, did medicure and went a salon to touch up on my hair. Changed, and cabbed to furama hotel for cousin's wedding. Had a lot of fun there, sort of cousins gathering too! Yay i luv it. And oh, she's really pretty x100! Haha :D

The next day which is saturday, went out with parents and third sist to yewtee point for our brunch. After that, third sist went to meet her boyfriend, while i went to meet mine, :) So yea, dear had his breakfast while i used his desktop while waiting for him.

Then last minute plan, went chinatown to shop. Damn funny, let's go visit lulu some other days okay. :p Headed towards vivo next, walked shopped, bused to lot. And oh, i fell asleep, tired max :/ Then, went yewtee point and we chanced upon honey and chin! Woo, long time since i met them ya know. Miss them much, had some catched up with honey and i get to know some stuffs. I think we should meet up soon yo, :)

Went to meet third sist and her boyfriend, introduced dear to them, someone very cute lah hehe :p Honey, chin and dear went off. Then, we bought tender fresh for dinner as third sister never had tender fresh before. After eating, bus home. Great day i can say, :)

Sunday which is yesterday, rotted the whole day at home. Had brunch @ food junction with dajie and second sist, full to the maximum yo! To conclude, i rotted the whole day. \m/ LOL, that was really boring fyi. Okay today the 25th, housechores in the morning and out to 302 with dajie for our brunch. Too lazy for shopping today, so i cancelled my trip to fareast. Ahh i want my slipper :( Oh yea, gonna go gym tomorrow with kenneathyongsotong and susufiyan i guess. I really need to go for diet lah sucker. :O Outta here, bb ! ^^

2010-10-21T00:33:00.004+08:00

20th october 2010, a day out with him!
Was suppose to stay over at ongjiamin's house today, but i decided not to because i don't know why. Went out with dear today - took bus to orchard, walked around a lot of places, trained to dhoby ghaut and walked around. Both of us was kinda lost, and i think we very cute, hehe. LOL ok that was soooooo random i know.

And oh, what's with everyone's 20102010, Ok lah it's kinda nice. 20102010 ~ So yea, i spent my 20102010 with dear this year, happy or what hur. Hehe i'm happy, :p Yay short post today, byebye :D

2010-10-16T22:03:00.013+08:00

Ok this will be a combination of this week's event and outing with different people, especially fourtwogether yo. Had so much fun playing, shopping, laughing, chatting and crying together. Too much to be said, pictures shall do the talking ok. Will upload only some of the pictures here, and more at facebook. Luv every pictures although my face look fucking ugly and fat. But nvm, it's all memories (L)

Trip to malaysia and changi airport.

On the 13th, went johor with dajie for shopping. Long time since i went there though. Had fun singing kbox there, it's mutha fooking worthed fyi, haha. Spent so much time there, but i only bought a dress :/ But nvm, don't wanna waste money. So yea, spent time shopping, eating and singing there. Homed around 9pm plus, hehe. On 14th, went changi airport and had lunch with third sist, popeyes! (L)

Graduation day.

15th of october. A day to be remembered, a day 4-2ians cried together, a day for everyone to enjoy. This is a memorable day for everyone i guess. Controlled my tears, but nevertheless it just rolled down my cheek. Everyone luv 15th october, isn't it? (L)

After n level, captains ball.

Directly after last paper, played captains ball with friends. Didn't play much though, i don't really have the mood. But nvm, everyone enjoyed and get bonded. Chatted with friends and mr ng, that feeling was great, atmosphere filled with laughters and so on. Captains ball will be loved always. (L)

Todaythe 16th, played basketball with honey, neoyanni, dear and chin. Had fun, but the weather i effing hot i can say. Walked from yewtee to cck with neoyanni at around 6pm plus. We sat under a a block and started chatting about stuffs for 2 hour plus, thanks girl. (: And oh, i luv today...hehe

Ok i admit i'm really lazy to post ALL pictures out. But yah, i think i lost interest in blogging already, haiyo! Nvm i'll stll update once in a while i promise. All pictures will be at facebook ok, check it out there.

OH MAN, I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH CLASS FOUR-TWO.

2010-10-11T19:37:00.003+08:00

IT'S OFFICIALLY OVER.
Yah, everyone should get what i mean. The hot topic on my post this few days, haha. And yes it's over it's over it's over! " you gave your best. no matter what results you get, it is your best already, jiayou :) " Thank hornehhh for that, smilez.

Well, now that it's over, i think i should feel happy about that, yes? But i've got no idea why it doesn't feel like it's over, why..? Nvm, it's over. -.- And oh, played captains ball in school straight after dnt paper. That feeling was so.. mutha fooking great you know? hehe. As usual, walked to yewtee with friends, and bus back home. I luv this i luv this, and i'm gonna miss this daily routine so much, and it's sooooooooooo much. :(

Will be kinda busy this week, and i guess it's only this pathetic week lor(!!) Haha nvm, at least i'm going out and not rotting at home for the very first week of our holiday. :P And i guess i'll be going for a jog, daily or every night or something, depends on my mood. Time for a diet, haha! Ok outta here, miss me ok? :D

2010-10-05T20:23:00.003+08:00

Long time since i updated my blog. Well, i just want to rant out so many things. Studies, friendships, personal stuffs, etc etc. So much to say, but i don't know who the hell can i turn to. I don't think it's a good idea to post about my rantings here, because it's open to public you see. Oh, maybe there isn't a reader in the first place. Or to you guys, my blog doesn't even exist hur. Hahaha it's okay, i just wanna update my blog, that's it.

N level part two started, just yesterday. I've got no bloody idea if i'm able to get promoted to secondary five or not. I've got no confidence at all. I'm not afraid of the results, but i' afraid that i might not be able to be with my friends so much, just like everyday, 4-2'10. Friends and studies. Maybe i shoud prioritise my things well, hmmm?

Ahhhh, i'm feeling very stress. Like duh, who don't? Hahaha forget about it, i just wanna rant, part of it will do. Stressful days will last till 11 october 2010. 11 0ctober, 快一点到好不好!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh, sometimes i'm wondering why my closed ones never really try to understand me. The situation i'm having this few days, dislike it, TOTALLY. I don't know if i'm thinking too much or smth, but.. Can you all please understand me that i'm having exams, and i'm feeling very stress, and i can just scream at anyone if you pin point at me.. I'm very sorry for all the attitudes i gave, but please know this, i won't feel good inside afterall..

Ahhhh, i guess i'll only update after 11 0ctober, or on that day itself. Ciaoz! :)

2010-09-18T09:18:00.003+08:00

WOOOOO. Time for blogging. Ok, this week had been a hectic week for me, all of us i guess. Worksheets will be given everyday. Everyday worksheet + worksheet + worksheet, even if we did not complete our worksheets the previous day, there will still be worksheets. Can go bangwall. I still remember doing math paper the whole day yesterday, cool yo. :/

Well, stayed back with some usual crazy monkey(s)-ians in the library to complete some worksheets. Headed towards yewtee point with babbb and sebas next, and walked to babbb's house. Honey came over, teached me math, hehe. Followed by aslyn and minghan. Damn tired, thought of resting, but ended up chatting with aslyn and honey, hahaha i like. And then, show time, yay. Till 5pm plus, accompanied honey to get her stuffs, and bused home.

Quickly get myself prepared, clothes bathe etc etc. Meet up with dovango, went to lot one to get present for miss teo, our primary school chinese teacher. Had some over-already chattings with her while walking back to cckps. The feeling of going back to primary school was so.. great. Seriously, damn nice. Chatted with miss teo and went off with dovango. We met a freaking pervert, i've got no idea on how to elaborate on how scary he look like, and his facial expression. But it's very scary i swear. Cabbed down to lot, 302 for our dinner/ supper. Then, back home. :)

Grandma's house later, ciaozx. :>

2010-09-11T17:18:00.004+08:00

Mother tongue paper down, social studies paper down, english paper down. Left with other subjects before we end our N level papers, and also, that will be the start of O level papers. Good luck to all yo, jiayou all. :>

Yesterday; Daijie's twenty-first birthday, chalet at the cheverons. It went off kinda smoothly i guess. Just that i'm the one who have to help to take pictures everywhere, did not get a chance to sit down and have a meal together with cousins. Well, that's okay because there're still chances next time. At night, after everything ended, alcohol session.(Y) Drink drank drunk. Yes i'm drunk, but i've got no idea why i ringed up some people. Kenneath told me that it was midnight 3am plus, i ringed him up. I only realised this morning, i went through my phone's call list and... I DON'T KNOW WHY. And kenneath told me something damn hilarious about what i told him yesterday. Damn !!@#$%^^%$# lah! I'm sure he is going to disiao on monday. Ahhhhhhhhh :/

Threw up four times, that feeling was so wdf-this-is-so-fucking-bad. Furthermore, i should have at least take in some food before i drink. -.- Empty stomach + cramps + gastric = fooh-yo-not-fun! I swear i'm gonna eat like one hungry man before i drink next time lah, tsk. Hmm, i'm at idiotz's house now and i'll be going back home tomorrow. Shall take this chance to thank her for taking care of me just now, thanks for cooking, thanks for being my personal assistant for today. Luv you ok, halloween (!!) :>

Alright, that's all for this week. I'm still feeling kinda not-well currently, shall take a rest soon although i just woke up not long ago, hahaha. Outta here, byebye. :)

2010-09-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO! Did not get a chance to use desktop yesterday as i'm very tired. Got back some of the prelim's result, i think i did pretty badly this time, not up to my expectations yet. Disappointment. Well, it's not the end of everything yet. Or should i say, it is just the start of everything. Ahhhh, forget it.

This week went off smoothly, friends, studies and family. I'm trying my best not to stay out too long and too late, so that i can get my ass back home right after school. Sorry crazy monkey(s) if i'm not with you guys that often for the past few days, doesn't matter too, right? :) Will catch up with you guys after N level or something, don't miss me too much. LOOOOL, it's not like it is the end of world or what. -.- Nvm, i'm just trying to make my post longer, hahaha lamez.

Yesterday: two lessons > cck ite > walked to lot one > brunch > library > homed. It's like a crazy monkey(s) outing yo, and we took c.m photo yesterday, like so-finally pleasez. Hahahaha. Haix ix don'tx knowx whatx tox postx alreadyx. So sorry for all these wordy post, i promise i will upload some other days. Go to facebook for more pictures, looooool. Outta here, bye. :)

2010-08-27T14:07:00.010+08:00

OH YEEEEEEEEEEES! Today marks the end of prelim after two weeks, it feels so great! But N level is drawing nearer and nearer, it's not the time to play yet, hymph. Well well well, all papers went kinda well except for math. I'm so not into math, and i'm pretty sure i will not score well for prelim. Only for math please, i hope i can pass other subjects, even if it's not with flying colour. Oh, i don't need flying colours anyway. Lol ~

Had been mugging at night, that's when my brain is not working well. -.- Like hello, i'm left with night time to revise? For everytime i reach home, sleeping mode will be on, which i don't know why too. I'm just so tired that i can't elaborate how tired i were everyday, every night. I'M JUST, VERY TIRED. LOL -.-

And yah, i hate to panick durng examinations. Whenever i'm stuck on whichever questions i don't know how to do, i'll always panick. Duh, who won't? :/ I hate the feeling of wanting to sleep inside an airconditioner room. I hate the feeling of having a lousy memory. Just before my math paper, kub teached me how to solve that question, and when i'm doing that question, i forgot about what she teached me previously, this is so.. dislike-able. :O

I'm gonna rest the whole day, and not touching any book for today. You call this relaxation, haha. Alright, i'm outta here. Goodbye, :)

2010-08-21T11:27:00.004+08:00

HI! Didn't get to use laptop yesterday, that's why i did not update on friday, lol okay lame. Well, this week had been a busy week for me, everyone else too. Prelims started, that's the reason why, busy with studies and some other stuffs. Examinations went kinda smoothly for me i guess, i always believe that hard work pays off. Shall wait for the prelims paper to be back for some subjects. There will be paper everyday next week, continuously, just hope that i'll be able to cope it well and not just slacking through out. All the best everyone, lucks. :-)

Ohhhhhhh and, sister(s) and i went to bugis and suntec last saturday for some shoppings. I bought a shirt with a alphabet C on it, hehe i luv it. Shopped for the whole afternoon, headed towards suntec for astons for our dinner, yumyum satisfaction! Four of us was kinda lazy to train back home because we still have to walk a distance before we reach mrt station. & we decided to cab home, yay. That's how i spent my last saturday with my beloved sisters yo, :>

The next day which is sunday, went out with neoyanni, babbb, kenneath, waicheong and susufiyan to bugis. Intention was to accompany babbb to get his jacket, then study. After walking a few rounds in bugis street, babbb finally get himself a jacket, haaahaaa kinda tiring though. National library next for revision, it's wasn't a revision session, it was a escalator session. Lazy to elaborate much, but i guess we had some fun with that escalator session, really. That 'triplets' damn hilarious lah okay, only those who went knows what i'm talking about. We didn't get to revise, we went for window shopping instead, heeeheee. Kfc for dinner, and trained back home. Then something funny happened, thanks to sotongzx.

Apolgizes, i've not uploaded the pictures to desktop yet, so there won't be any pictures until i do so. Will be going out later, till night time. I bet it's gonna be a tiring day for me. Chemistry and poa paper on monday, good gamez. Bb :)

HAPPY SECOND MONTHSARY CRAZY MONEKY-IANS, <3

2010-08-13T20:29:00.005+08:00

YAY, IT'S FRIDAY AGAIN! :D

Yesterday marks the end of my dnt life for this year. To me, it's like oh-so-finally, because i'd been spending so much time on dnt these few months. Now, it's time to concentrate on other subjects. Had mother tongue prelim paper today, so-so i guess, i tried my best. :-)

After paper, headed towards canteen for my brunch with friends and went for poa lesson next. It was fun i can say. Teckwhye next, ate vanilla ice cream cone and french fries, (Y)! Got myself some stuffs and bus back home, cuiiii ttm lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Haiyohz, iz don'tz knowz whatz toz postz liaoz siaz. Anyway, i'll be going to grandma house tomorrow, then bugis with sister(s). Sunday, will be accompanying babbb and some others to bugis too, hahah. Ok that's all for today, goodbyez :D

2010-08-11T19:08:00.007+08:00

Today shall be the exception because it's not friday yet, but i'm here to update my blog. Well, my main purpose of updating my blog today is to share some pictures during national day. Neither did sisters and i attended the NDP, nor going anywhere to celebrate. We went to mac donald for our brunch, and cooked some delicious dishes for the family, excluding me, because i'm a noobzx when i step into the kitchen.
It's not about trend, alright? :-) A lot more to go @ facebook!:>

2010-08-06T18:33:00.004+08:00

Okie, i'm here to update my blog before meeting ongjiamin for our dinner. Basically, i've been busy-ing with dnt stuffs, still. Stayed back for dnt everday afer school no matter how tired we are, that's our part anyway, can't whine too much about that. Like what bongxinwei said, " it's more like a bonding session than a dnt session." I find it true, that's good though. Haaaa~

Ok, examinations date are drawing near too. It's really time to buck-up and chiong till the end of N level. Nothing much to elaborate about chiong-ing because it's always the same, all i can do is to practice and study, that's it. Well, lessons had also been going smoothly except for some. Hmm?

Today's the celebration for national day in school, it goes off well. But i think that everyone's mood is still not up-to-that-high-yet. Excluding some of us k, we're always happy and high, haha! After celebration, it's dnt session for us again! It's like daily routine, :-) AHA, bb!

2010-07-30T21:29:00.004+08:00

Was busying with dnt stuffs everday after school. Hoping that i could finish it soon, but till now, i have not completed my presentation board. Hopefully i can get my second board done by next monday, then quickly finish up my sketch book pro by wednesday or something? Oh no, i have not edited my journal yet. Damn it, so tired of dnt, but i miss doing dnt sometimes when i've got no mood for other work. Hymph ~

Thursday was inter class competition or something. Sorry classmates for not cheering for you guys while playing, i'm busy with my dnt stuffs! :/ Well, although we did not win the competition, it doesn't matter much right? Good game well played, well done four-two-ians! :D

Today, which is friday, sports carnival. Glad that almost every classes get to take pictures with merly and lyo, (Y). Thanks to the weather, we did not get a chance to play outdoor activities. But, dunking machine kept me entertained the whole day. Screamed like mad, that was so fun okie. Wooooooo~ Celebrated jalal's advance birthday at stagmont park, then back to school for dnt. Then, lot one with neoyanni and ngpeijie for our breakfast+lunch+dinner. And back home, tired ttm. :O

2010-07-25T18:13:00.006+08:00

Studies.

Woke up early in the morning, went jogging with dad and big sist.
Home > cck park > yewtee point > home = tired ttm.

Intended to study in the afternoon. However, i'd been giving myself tons and tons of excuses for me not to study, not even touching the book. I know this is bad, but i really don't have the motivations to study. Such a typical excuses for a student to say this, but it's true, really. I don't deny that i'm a lazy girl, i don't deny that i'm not a hardworking girl, i don't deny that i'm a slow learner. I admit everything, because that's the fact. During school hours, i tried to concentrate, sometimes i do sometimes i don't. Not because i don't want to, but i just couldn't concentrate and i don't know what the teacher is talking about. Sometimes, i really envy those who really put in hundred percent of hardwork when it comes to studies, i really envy those who scored well for their examinations or even a class test, they made the effort to study. What about me? I want i wish i hope i can, but i did not make that effort to do so, how am i suppose to score well then? Maybe today is the day when i should really start to reflect on what i'd been doing this few days/ months. Maybe i should stop procrastinating..

2010-07-23T19:28:00.006+08:00

Miss cousins much.

Had social studies test on thursday, and geography test today. Combine humanities sucks ttm because it's all about memorising, and of course, understanding. I'm a person who forgets things very fast, and memorise things very slow. This is why i hate being so-lousy-in-remembering and memorising. Hate it so much till i can't describe, I JUST HATE IT SO MUCH. LOOOOOOL -.- So yah, i doubt i'll score well for this two test. Excuses ? :/

Glad that today is friday, and tomorrow is weekend. Time for me to get back my sleeping hour ya knowz, i need it back so much k. Imagine going to school with heavy eyelid almost everyday, f***ing tired i swear. Well, nothing much to update too, but i don't want my blog to rot. Ok i'm outta here. Bb, :]

2010-07-20T19:51:00.005+08:00

Trust me, will you? :'(

No alarm clock set = wake up late for sure. Asked mindy and neoyanni to go to school first as i woke up late. Quickly got myself prepared, and bus-ed to school. Suprisingly, there're still a number of people waiting for bus, at least i've got a companion, haha. Ran two rounds around the field, walked back to classroom with hidayat.

Lessons as usual, nothing much to elaborate on, just that my cramps worsened, and i couldn't really concentrate but to rest my head on the table. Juchan and jackson came to classroom and disiao-ed me, pinched my cheek, eeeeek. Dismissal time, walked to yewtee with crazy monkey(s) and some others, thunder roared so loud, was covering my ear all the way, -.-

Lot one's kfc for lunch, library for some revision, movie with third sist, homed. F*** cramps~

2010-07-18T20:14:00.005+08:00

Woke up early in the morning, but i don't feel like getting out of my so-comfortable bed ya know. So, i stayed on the bed for another hour before i get my ass out from my bed. Tv session first, then cabbed down with sist(s) to mum's shop. Had our brunch there, cabbed back home.

Here's the thing. I think the taxi driver have got no license. That aunty pause-go-pause-go, and the way she turn the steering wheel is like, left-right-left-right. Can you imagine, passengers inside moving from left to right and right to left, front to back and back to front again. I'm sitting infront, and i realised that the face of the aunty is totally different from the sticker's picture at the front, which is an uncle. It's pretty obvious, i'm very sure. She's so-not familiar with everywhere, and she gave us a fucking attitude. She asked us if she's suppose to turn right here. Then i was thinking, it's so f*** obvious that if you turn right, you'll bang the lrt station lah. -vulgarities- Got kinda mad k, and i actually thought of complaining, but mum disagree with it. Well, i've got a kind hearted mum yo. -.-

Urgh, today is sunday, which means tomorrow is monday, which is equals to school is starting again. Completed homework, except for testimonial. I've got no idea on what to write lor, need help kkk. Alright, end of my wordy post. Lazy to upload pictures to laptop = no photos for the time being okie. Haha, bb.

2010-07-17T22:24:00.006+08:00

You got to believe me..

Past few days was so-so, nothing much to elaborate on. Kinda lost interest in blogging, pardon me for not updating my blog that often kay. Swimming session with neoyanni today. Before that, went to collect contact lense, then went for our breakfast. Walked to lot one's interchange and took bus to cheveron. Slap that lifeguard k, cbkiazxzx haha.

Swam for an hour plus. After swimming, got ourselves changed and prepared for forty-five minutes inside the toilet. She was busy making her eye, i was busy making my hair. Whole toilet is ours, who cares? Ahahahaha, cool yo. Imm's mac next for our lunch, trained to choa chu kang. Library, to complete some of our homework. It's a boring post i know, sorry okay. Will try to make it as interesting as possible. Should i? :/

2010-07-14T22:54:00.003+08:00

CHICKEEEEEEEEEEEEN BABAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YOUUUUUUUUUU.
No idea on what to post, will be back soon.

2010-07-12T20:05:00.004+08:00

Mac donald > School > Focus revision > Lot one > Home. Short and simple, isn't it? :-)

2010-07-11T20:27:00.003+08:00

Today is a muthafookinghotweather i swear. Global warming siol? Ahaha bull shit. Slept around 4am plus, right after watching the match between uruguay and germany. Thanks kywx for waking me up once again, & he get to listen to my sleepy voice again lo. -.-

Woke up at 11am plus. Did not went for my morning jog with dad as i over slept. Neither did i went for my swimming session with sist, because last minute decision, went over to grandma house instead. Such a good weather for me to suntan ya knowz. Someone says i'll never get darker, hymph. Remember, after n level ok. I will surely get darker, and you'll treat me a meal, muahaha.

Yea, was at grandma's house through out the day. Played with baby ace too, cute bodoh. But he kept on shouting, and i find him kinda irritating at first. And i told myself, he's still a kid! Hello? Yah yah yah, he's a very cute boy okie, hehe. :> Cabbed home around 7pm plus. Gotta prepare all those school stuffs for tomorrow, dreadinggggggggggg! :/ Ciaoszx.

2010-07-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

Tv session in the morning. Homework in the afternoon. Laptop session in the evening. Dinner at food junction, mac donald, 302. Tried to control, i think i failed to do so. Ate a lot still, urgh! Will be going for a jog tomorrow with dad, provided i'm able to wake up early in the morning yo. Then, swimming session in the afternoon with sist at cheveron. Although i don't know how to swim, but i'm keen to learn. Nothing is impossible, isn't it? :/

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ! I love my blog song.

2010-07-09T19:36:00.007+08:00

Today is a superb tiring day. Lessons went off smoothly, it's a good thing ya knowz. After school, walked to yewtee with C.m(s), kfc for brunch. Their services, attitude sucks so much k. What kind of attitude is that? So what if i'm a student, so what if he's an adult? We're still humans, you have to respect or should i say, treat us equally, bloody knn, lolz. -.-

Went to look for friends at koufu, then went off to school. Dnt all the way, was helping friends with their artefact, tired yo. Kup-ing with tang today, hahaha kup! Tired die le, shall rest after running later. Shall go run at 8pm plus i guess. :>

My heart skipped a beat, i don't know why. No, not yet, soon, hopefully. Even kywx say i very jialat, because it had been eight months if i'm not wrong, and i'm still the same. I just couldn't accept the fact that i'm still not over him. Whywhywhywhywhywhywhy. Fuck it, i don't wanna think so much, going for a jog alonez soon. Bb.

2010-07-08T19:54:00.002+08:00

TODAY = TIRED TO THE MAX.

2010-07-07T19:49:00.004+08:00

I love wednesday's timetable ttm. Mother tongue lesson was kinda boring, like everyday. Oh oh, no offence ok. That's my own opinion only, hahah. Stayed in class during recess to touch-up on the notice board, then went down to assemble. Headed towards dnt workshop right after recess, helped, drew, slacked. And i still owe tallie dear a hhhh, me so shy. Hahahah, :$

I lost interest in mathematics, like stupid only ok, i know i can't, and i needa try to luv it more. :'( Class contact time was fun, chemistry was fun too. To conclude, every lesson was alright, except for mathematics. -bangwall-

After dismissal, went down to canteen for my brunch! (Y) Then, dnt workshop next. Surprisingly, not much people was at the workshop. Only the few of us, the feeling was great ya knowz. P.daddie was there too, thanks him for helping with my journal ok. :-)
Home-ed around 6pm plus. Going for a jog with neoyanni later, bb.

2010-07-06T19:38:00.003+08:00

Today is definetly a tiring day for me. Dragged myself out of my bed, which i don't feel like doing so. With the thought of N level english oral, i don't feel like going even more ya knowz. But hello, no point avoiding, still have to take it no matter what, unless i wanna fail my N's? Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz k.

Lessons was kinda boring, and i swear i wasn't concentrating during any lessons. Because i'm very nervous and worried for my oral in the afternoon, seriously. Ok, skipped lessons. Went off earlier for lunch, but i did not take in anything. I was walking here and there, hoping that the time could pass slower. But i don't know why the time passes so fast today, wtfzxzx ya know. :'(

Before going for oral, assembled at It resource room. And i fucking cried out of a sudden, i'm very nervous for my oral i said. Yea, first time k. And with that, it affected my mood a little. But i tried my best to control, and do my best. I hope i've done so, i'm very sad after oral. Just because i'm nervous, everything went blanked. You know, B-L-A-N-K. Ok, eveyrthing is over, i tried my best not to be so nervous, i tried my best to talk as much as i can. Seriously, that teacher gave me lj bin lor, cbzxzx hahahaha.

Something funny happened at canteen, mez soz stupidz pleasez, kywx and susu tricked me. -.- Like dumb only ok, lol haha. Dnt workshop next, till 6pm plus. Saw p. daddie at there, he shy again! Alamak :-O Felt very tired i can say, eyes closing lo.
Okok, going for a jog alone soon, bb. :-)

2010-07-05T17:10:00.006+08:00

Unglamsxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxxxxxxxzxxxxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx.

04 july 2010, yesterday.

Went to cousin's 21st birthday at night, theme: pink and black. And that was when i found out that i don't really have pink coloured clothes. So yea, had difficulties finding pink tops, and i got kinda moodless, hahah. Cabbed down to aloha loyang with dajie. Buffet, bbq, cake, chattings, photo sessions, and so much more. Reached home around 1am plus. Bathed, fell asleep while sending pictures to sist, hah.

05 july 2010, today.

Woke up around 11am plus, did not went out with mum and sist for breakfast as i'm very tired, and with the thought of homework(s), it makes me don't feel like going out. Started off with geography, then physics and chemistry. Ok, then i'm stucked on science. It's like, i almost forgot about all the things i learnt previously ya knowz. I think i struggled for that moment, and i don't feel like continuing anymore. Tv session next, and now updating my blog. I know i can't do this everyday, no mood = don't do homework? One word, impossible. N level oral tomorrow, i don't know how the fuck am i going to practice for it, i left my book under my table, fuck it k. Fml pleasez.

I think i'm still in holiday mood, can anyone tell me why, can anyone teach me not to, can anyone just pull me out of all this, anyone? I don't wish to regret only after i get back my results, anyone understand how i feel now?

I think i'm going for a jog at night alone, yea i should.. :'(

Edited @ 9:30pm. Back from jogging. One word, shioooooooooooook ah! Usual plan, jogging alone tomorrow again, muahaha. Bb! :-)

2010-07-03T18:50:00.007+08:00

Went to Nuh yesterday night, glad that everything is alright now. Reached home around 2am, slept. Woke up around 12pm plus reaching 1pm, i can actually sleep longer, but sist woke me up to have lunch with them. -.- So, lot one for our lunch till 5pm plus, went home. Very sad kkk, because for all the things i want, they do not have it. Like, clothes shoes etc etc. But hello, sist got them all lo, sad ttm. :'(

And oh, Germany please try your very best today and score as much as you can yo. Sist, mum and myself bet on Germany, ten bucks each. Woo, it's gonna be an exciting match and i'll be screaming for sure tonight, urgh win win win please. :-O
Urgh, stop raining because i wanna go jogging. Second day alreadyzxzxzxxzxx! :-(

Edited @ 12:07am. GOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL! Good game well played germany, hehehe. (L) Thomas Mueller :>

2010-07-02T18:15:00.002+08:00

Today was great i can say. I like paper crane session, i like the way our class work together, all the way four-two, :-) Assembly, i've got no words to describe ya knowz. I was just screaming all the way although the performance wasn't as great as i thought. Well, it's difficult to perform on a stage, so yea well done performers. :-/

After dismissal, subway at lot one with crazy monkey(s). Went walking around, as planned. So much to say, don't wish to elaborate much. In conclusion, hope ngpeijie enjoyed today! Hope you like the card i made for you too, luv. :-) I'm glad that our planned went off smoothly ok, well done all! Heheh. Yea, surprised, cut cake, chat, photo session, walked home. Long time since i walked in the rain, kinda missed it yo. :-) Okie, pictures will be uploaded as soon as possible at facebook, lol haha.

&It's still raining now, how am i suppose to run later. Rain, please stop, will you? :'(

2010-07-01T21:03:00.003+08:00

Today = cuiiiiiiii ttmax. Lessons and lessons and lessons non-stop, i-cannot-take-it. Kept on laughing, it's contagious ya knowz! :-D Dnt was the most tiring one i swear. Helped friends with their artefacts as i completed mine already, but not yet with my journal. :-/
And oh, p.daddie super shy today please, alamak. To tallie dear, h***! Heheh lol haha. :-$

真的累了...

2010-06-30T21:26:00.004+08:00

Laughed like one kind today, (Y). But eek, dnt is a murderer ya knowz. Journal journal, you're giving me a headache, :'(
Doing of dnt = cuiiiiii, really.. Gonna do my homework at 10pm, good girl yo. Ok nothing much, bb. :>

2010-06-29T20:03:00.009+08:00

Woke up, prepared, off to interchange to meet mindykee zoetang and neoyanni. Went straight back to classroom, after everything. Time for checkings, attire, hair and all sorts of shitz. N came to me and asked me things. Told her that i passed the letter to miss irda already, still can't stop asking. What's the point of asking when i already told you i'd already passed the letter ? Ok no offence, but find it kinda dumb, sorry for my childish thinkings, whatever._.

Lessons was alright. Laughed like mad during math lesson, thanks to mr tan's story. Laughed like mad during a talk by mrs thong, seriously tak boleh tahan. Laughed like mad after poa lesson, thanks to me, i'm very sorry peijie. But i've got my karma yo, i laughed till banged the wall, then tang and co laughed even more louder and harder, eek lol.

After dismissal.. Tang, daryl and myself headed towards canteen for our brunch, ate a lot today, ok fatsss. Dnt workshop next, laughed like mad again, thanks to kywx okie. And hello K, it's not that we didn't panick. Yes we did, you don't know anything. If we didn't, we won't be there today, or even previous days during holidays ok? Even if we did not show that we are panick, doesn't mean that we are not panick. I know, this is what we should be doing. But oooooooi, we are panicking, k? Anyway, thanks kywx for helping just nowz. :>

Edited @ 9.46pm. Back from optical shop with dad and big sist. I'm very sad and pissed off now because.. Firstly, that person's who attended me, her attitude sucks like shitz, seriously. Secondly, i couldn't get a new frame which is the same as my previous one, no more already. :-( Thirdly, i don't really like the new frame. But it's okay, able to see things clearly is already considered as a good thing. I hope i won't complain, and i must be contented. Last thing, i'll only be able to get it on friday, which means i will be having blur visions this few days. Like stupid only, zzz ttm. Still, thanks and sorry daddy for spending money on my spectacles for so many times, and it's not a small amount. I will take good care of it , i will..

2010-06-28T19:04:00.003+08:00

T.o.d.a.y.s.u.c.k.s.t.o.t.h.e.c.o.r.e.y.o.u.k.n.o.w?

Woke up early for my early bath, got myself prepared and off to interchange to meet mindykee. Bus-ed to school, waited at the bus stop for a while and headed to school next. First few period was considered as class contact time. Then, assembly for some discipline talk by mr khai. Then, teacher gave me a fooking form, because of my hair colour. As expected, went back home. Reached home a few minutes, rushed out with big sist to accompany mummy for a check up at kk hospital. & oh, a mummy nurse walked towards me and pulled/ adjusted my skirt because i zao geng, lol ttm please. :/ Rotted there, listening to songs, almost fall asleep, i'm very very tired i can say..

Well, feel like going for a jog. No, i should say, i have to go for a jog every week. Even if it's once per week, i think it should be alright. I have to, and i must. Because, i gained 3kg this june holiday. I can't accept the fact that i gained 3kg lor, sigh.. Usual plan starts today, woo.

2010-06-26T18:39:00.007+08:00

25th june 2010.
Morning, went to fetch babyace at pioneer, trained to somerset, walked to cineleisure for suki sushi with family to celebrate second sist's 20th birthday. Went shopping around cineleisure and ion after eating, then headed back to lot one. Bought some stuffs, rented a horror show and went home aftermath. Second sist's friend came to give her a surprise(i think she's really shock lor haha), while big sist's friend came to watch soccer. Ate double chocolate cake at such late hour(11pm plus reaching 12am), how can i not be fat?! Shitz, gonna start on my usual plan when school reopen. :-O &yea, we actually intend to watch that horrow show together, ended up.. yea expected, sleep. :/

Today, 26th june 2010.
Woke up early in the morning, headed towards teckwhye with babyace and others for breakfast. Got kinda bored there. And and, babyace pulled my hair and anyhow kick ok, pain siol. -.- Kinda pissed off at first, but well it's okay yo, he's still a kid. Watched the horror show just now, some parts are scary enough to scare me, zzz lol haha. Oh bad news, one part of my spectacles break so-suddenly when i'm wearing it. What sia, school gonna reopen already then spoil lo, sian half.

Eek, second sist went out today. Big sist just went out not long ago. Third sist going out with her boyfriend soon. Dad will be back late due to work. Ok, i'm bored naoz.. Gonna do my chinese composition later. Babyace is making a lot a lot of noisy, he's shouting, zzz cute oh. :/ Okie, that's it bye. :>

AMA FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT WOMAN, :'(

Edited @ 11:28pm. Went out for a jog with eccj just now, it's a very last minute jogging session. Quickly prepare and rush out of the house as he's asking me to be fast. So yea, we started around 8pm plus, ended around 10pm plus. From canal to panjang. Tried my best to run fast, but he's still faster than me, eek lol gay ok. :/ Anyway, wanna thanks him for accompanying and also waiting for me as and when because i'm very slow. Well, i think i should make jogging as my hobby, so that i won't be a fat fat fat woman next time, lolz.
Thanks horny, :-)

2010-06-24T19:01:00.007+08:00

Meet peijie and tang at interchange, bus-ed to school together. Did poa together, was discussing and chatting, funny ttm haha. Then, tang went to meet her friends while peijie and myself bus-ed to lot one. Something stupid and funny happened to the both of us before we boarded the bus, piang eh tak boleh tahan siol. -.-

Peijie and myself walked around lot one while waiting for tang, or should i say, we rotted. Me, being a hardworking girl, asked peijie along to the library, she helped me with my chinese composition, yay thanks so much ok girl. Tang came and find us aftermath, laughed like mad in the library, tried to control by not polluting with my laughters in the library, somehow failed to do so, hahahaha. Night market next for my honey chicken, while they get themselves potato thingy. Bus-ed to bukit panjang, naked fish express! Delicious, full ttm.

Went walking around bukit panjang, peijie and i played hide and seek with tang. Wahlao eh, both of us laughed like siaoz please. Tang's reaction damn funny, lol. After photo session, walked to interchange. Something funny and stupid happened again, thanks to peijie, lol lah. Then, bus-ed home alone. Photos updated at facebook under crazy monkey(s), haha. Ok bb.

2010-06-23T20:45:00.005+08:00

While waiting for cab,
A random driver of a van, honked us, and waved to us very randomly. What's wrong with people these days uh. -.-
Cabbed to bukit batok polyclinic with sist.
Then, westmall's mac donald for brunch, damn full.
Then, received a call from eccj, badminton session.
Then, trained to lot one.
Then, bus-ed home.
Then, eccj called again. Both of us shouted in the phone, thanks to the fooking lightning okie, urgh.
Then, got myself prepared, off to stadium, kinda drenched.
It took me estimated one hour to reach stadium, gay enough ok. -.-
Then, played from 4pm to 6pm.
In between badminton session, eccj trying to joke on the word i said previously, blister and bliter. Zzz make me so paiseh k, hate u ttm. -.-
Then, walked to bustop and bus-ed home.
Now, tired die le, my arms is aching.
Ok, bb.